mood: excited music: Jessica Simpson~Angels

i dont have that much time to write b/c we r leavin for the Sox game in a couple minutes...so i will write more when i get back!!!

Go White Sox!!!!!!

~!Jessica!~

mood: satisfied music: Smile Empty Soul~Bottom of a Bottle

yesterday was a lot of fun! even though Bryan lost his Allstar game! they still played really good though!

At like 11:00 after we got back from the real fireworks we went to the park and lit up some illegal fireworks in the park and some smoke bombs! the nice thing was that the cops drove by and just waved! so we didnt get in trouble but i think some people down the block did! it was really cool though!

Today im goin to see 2 Brothers! it looked really cute so i hope its good and then i think lata we r goin to a baseball party!!!

Well thats all i gotta write! but i got something to tell u lata! its too long to write now and im gonna go play poker! See ya!

~!Jessica!~

mood: energetic music: Sugarcult~Memory

Well its 8:30 in the mornin and i am so tired but we havd to get up early so go see the parade! it something we do every year so...its kinda tradition if thats what u wanna call it!

At 12:00 im goin to my brother's Allstar game! he is really good! i dont know why i didnt get the good baseball player gene! jk! but anyway i hope its not to hot and humid outside otherwise its gonna suck!

We r also goin to see the fireworks tonight! another tradition! lol! and i also made my Dad buy us $30 worth of fireworks which we r goin set off tonight! its gonna be fun but just pray that no one loses a hand or anything! we r a family of piros! (spellin???)

Well we gotta go! Happy 4th of July!

~!Jessica!~

mood: exhausted music: Story of the Year~Anthem of our Dying Day

Well i went to Summerfest with my mom and kt! we had a blast! we were gonna pay the $26 dollars for lawn seats to see the John Mayer concert but then we decided not to! Since i might be seein him in August! Well anyway we walked around and saw a bunch of different concerts and a bunch of different people! it was so fun watchin the different people while they were drinkin!! but i have to say i have never seen that many hot guys in my entire life!!!

I saw Mike Delarosa, Mike Randazzo, Carolyn Rosset with her friend (dunno her name), Ryan Dunn, Brian Weber, and a bunch of other people from school all standin on top of a picnic bench! and of course they were all drinkin and smokin!! We didnt run into amanda but that was prolly for the best b/c we dont seem to be on the greatest terms and she went with her cuz and the bf and i didnt really wanna meet them! if ya know wat i mean and if u have heard the whole story!

I also got asked if i wanted a cold beer to drink on the way out and then the guy told me that he would drink it with me! it was kinda weird! but what can i say...drunk people are hilarious!

When we were drivin out of the parkin garage we also saw these 2 guys who were like "how u doin?" "oh my gosh!" and then they said "how bout if we follow u home ladies?" i was like hell no! i was tempted to yello something out the window but then i didnt!

The Dashboard Confessional concert was the best even know it was really hard to see! since all the people were standin on picnic benches! we moved around a lot but then we found a spot where we could see and i took a couple pictures! it was a lot of fun and they played a lot of really good songs! I hope to definitly go next year b/c we had a blast!!!

KT: thanks for goin with me and watchin Secret Window in the car! it was freaky even the second time!!! and thanks for everything else! (u know wat im talkin about!)

Alright i gotta go! im gonna watch Newlyweds!!! Good show! go watch it!

~!JeSsIcA!~

mood: sad music: 3 Days Grace~Just Like You!

i just got in a big fight with my friend! and it seems like whenever we talk all we do is fight! i cant remember the last time we talked without fighting! i feel like i cant trust her anymore but i am tryin so hard to be able to! i cant just stop bein friends with someone who i care for like i care for her! i cant just throw the friendship out the window but i dont know what to do anymore! and i have never been in a relationship with someone who has upset me so much! all i do when i talk to her is cry! I am so torn in the middle b/c my parents dont think this whole thing is right and i dont know what to do b/c i know this person very well and i really dont know what to think!

Well on a better note i get to go to Summerfest with Kt! (and i think my sister and Mom)Its gonna be so fun and i need a break from life and just have some fun and go crazy!!!

I saw Spiderman 2 today for free and it was really good! i enjoyed it but it was really loud! the ending was very good but i promise i wont ruin for any of u that havent seen it yet! but go see it b/c it is really good and excitin!!!

I also saw the Notebook with Kt the other day and it was so romantic! i would go see it again and again and again! (well i bet u get the picture!) it was so good and sweet! It makes u wanna be back in the olden days and be young in love! Go see this movie too b/c its really good!

Well i g2g to sleep b/c my parents are lecturing me and kinda yellin at me b/c of this whole arguement and fight thing! well amanda: if u read this...we really need to straighten things out and solve this before it goes on for too long and things start goin down the crapper!!

Kt: thanks so much for bein there all the time and listenin to me vent and supportin me through everything!!!

Thanks for readin this! and dont let me forget but anyone who likes Chad Micheal Murray dont let me forget but i got something important to tell you about him!!! Its very interestin!!!

~!Jessica!~

mood: pissed off music: Matchbox 20~Breakfast At Tiffany's

*Hey guess what i just found out that i get to go see the premire of Spiderman 2 on wednesday with kt and my brother and prolly his friends! my Uncle got us free tickets so its gonna be good! since the first one was good! PaRtY!! lol!

*im also prolly gonna go see the Notebook with kt and my mom and maybe my sister! its supposed to be really cute! A chick flick!!!

And one of my friends just got all pissed about something stupid! it was just a joke dude! and a bunch of different groups could of sang that song! it doesnt really matter! i dont know why u think its such a big deal!!!

Well i g2g! im watchin Full House!! i know im weird!!!!

See ya lata!!!

~!Jessica!~

mood: hopeful music: Evanesence~My Immortal! (Amanda~u like?)

Isnt this show...the GREATEST! i never watched it before but then kt and amanda got me hooked! not only is it a fun show to watch but the guys on it are smokin hot!! lol!! I wish that our school was like the one in the show! with all the hotter guys and it just seems cooler! and more fun!

i am so bored! i wish i had a car to use! then i could just leave and go anywhere! i am so bored i actually think that i would just leave and go pick up some friends and just drive around and listen to music and do nothing!!!

Today i got yelled at by my sister! she acts like my parents! she needs to get a life sometimes! why cant she just leave me alone! she got mad at me for not tellin my dad to take back a tape that was due at the corner yesterday when she was the one who forgot it and then she tellls me that i gotta go take it back when im not the one with the car! she is always so damn crabby! she is like PMSy all the time! it sucks for the rest of us! but w/e! shes goin to college this year but she aint got away~shes goin to CLC! lucky for me! NOT!   

Amanda: I guess nickie found out what ur user name is on here and i guess she goes on and reads everything that u write which prolly means she reads what i write too but anyway~the other day she asks me "Who's Jimmy??" and i was like huh? and she was talkin about u and i got so pissed! like i said she needs to stop budding into other peoples lives and if u read this which u prolly will b*c u got no respect for my privacy i hope u understand wat im tryin to tell u!!

Kate: sry we couldnt get together today! i would of like to and im sry that you couldnt have chinese with me!!! hahaha!!! jk!

Well i g2g! i wanna see if the picture that i put on here actually came up b*c i couldnt figure it out! so we will have to see! i am a little slow when it somes to technology! lol!

Well talk to ya lata dogs!!!~Peace out~A Town!

~!Jessica!~