~LiViN, lOvIn, LaUgHiN!~

the day everyone has been waitin for!

2004-08-13T21:29:59Z

our schedueles came today! it looks good! i will post my classes on it later! after i talk to kt and amanda!

kt: i know u aint home to we will find out tuesday!

amanda: call me so we can see what and if we have classes together!

thanks!

~!Jessica!~

its been a long time....!!!

2004-08-12T05:02:01Z

Well..just in case u were wondering my vacation was fun and i spent a lot of money!! and hey dont forget in florida there are a lot of hot guys!

i almost forgot to tell ya that carter (my younger puppy..in case ya didnt know) bit someone in the face! it was really scary b/c we thought the cop dude was gonna take him to the animal place but they didnt. we had to take him to the vet! and i recently found out that he started to drink out of the toliet! i thought they only did that in the movies! lol!

on thursday i got to meet all of the American Idols! it was so cool! they are all really nice and we got autographs and pictures taken with them! Fantasia was really sweet and let me tell ya...John Peter Lewis is a lot hotter in person! but really short! their concert was really good!

i went to go see little black book with kt and it was really good! and then i had to babysit but it was ok b/c i got $46 bucks!

we also painted the bathroom! yesterday and today like a minty green color! it looks really good!

im goin to a SOX game on some Sunday! so that should be fun! i love goin to baseball games b/c i love baseball and hey hot guys are always there and i usually end up sitting by one! and last time we got to sing God Bless America on the big screen and we got on tv...so taped it! so i got proof! lol! and its all thanks to me!

i got my doubles pierced and my cartilage! nickie did it for me and it was the 1rst time she did someones cartilage so it was kinda scary! it kinda hurt but not that bad! my cartilage still kinda hurts but not my doubles.!

well i cant think of anything else to tell u! but im sure i will think of more! lata! and i promise im gonna try to update at least once a day! maybe!
PeAcE!!!
~!Jessica!~
Dont forget to let me know u read this and leave me a comment! (especially u..kt and amanda!) lol!

its been a long time....!!!

2004-08-12T05:02:01Z

Good Bye for now!!

2004-07-18T01:36:44Z

well this is gonna be my last journal entry for like 2 weeks!!! i know you will miss me!!!
Im leaving for Florida tomorrow morning and i think that our flight is at 8:30 am which means i think that the limo is comin at 6:00 am! we r taking a limo b/c we got no one else to drive us to the airport! but hey im not complainin about taking a limo! its fun!! But anyway we r stayin at some house place with an indoor pool and hot tub! so im excited but i wish i could take kt and amanda with! wouldnt that be fun dudes?? maybe when we get older! lol!!!
but dont worry i will get you guys some good souvenirs!!

i saw cinderella story the other day with nickie, nicole, and brittany! it was a lot of fun and the movie was soo good! i would definitly go see it again so dont worry katie!!

kt: i will call ya lata! sry we didnt get to hang out today! but hey the chinese food the other day was awesome! i had a fun time with ya and im gonna miss ya!!

amanda: i hope you have fun wherever you r goin! and i hope that we can hang out when we both get back!

Well i think thats all i got to say and my dad is waiting for me to get off the computer so we can take it apart!!

well i will miss all yall!!!
see ya soon!!

~!Jessica!~

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2004-07-17T21:50:50Z

sry i havent written in a while! but i cant be on long b/c we r gonna go and get chinese food! and i gotta finish packing! anyway we gotta unplug my computer and move the desk and the tv thing b/c supposably they r gonna work on the kitchen and family room! but hey when it gets done theres gonna be a gigantic party!! lol!! well i write more lata! i promise b/c it will be the last time for 2 weeks! yeah i know u will be upset! jk!
Peace!
~!Jessica!~

White Sox!!

2004-07-09T21:31:17Z

i dont have that much time to write b/c we r leavin for the Sox game in a couple minutes...so i will write more when i get back!!!

Go White Sox!!!!!!

~!Jessica!~

hmm...???

2004-07-05T15:14:09Z

yesterday was a lot of fun! even though Bryan lost his Allstar game! they still played really good though!

At like 11:00 after we got back from the real fireworks we went to the park and lit up some illegal fireworks in the park and some smoke bombs! the nice thing was that the cops drove by and just waved! so we didnt get in trouble but i think some people down the block did! it was really cool though!

Today im goin to see 2 Brothers! it looked really cute so i hope its good and then i think lata we r goin to a baseball party!!!

Well thats all i gotta write! but i got something to tell u lata! its too long to write now and im gonna go play poker! See ya!

~!Jessica!~

Happy 4th of July

2004-07-04T13:43:42Z

Well its 8:30 in the mornin and i am so tired but we havd to get up early so go see the parade! it something we do every year so...its kinda tradition if thats what u wanna call it!

At 12:00 im goin to my brother's Allstar game! he is really good! i dont know why i didnt get the good baseball player gene! jk! but anyway i hope its not to hot and humid outside otherwise its gonna suck!

We r also goin to see the fireworks tonight! another tradition! lol! and i also made my Dad buy us $30 worth of fireworks which we r goin set off tonight! its gonna be fun but just pray that no one loses a hand or anything! we r a family of piros! (spellin???)

Well we gotta go! Happy 4th of July!

~!Jessica!~

Summerfest!

2004-07-03T15:52:54Z

Well i went to Summerfest with my mom and kt! we had a blast! we were gonna pay the $26 dollars for lawn seats to see the John Mayer concert but then we decided not to! Since i might be seein him in August! Well anyway we walked around and saw a bunch of different concerts and a bunch of different people! it was so fun watchin the different people while they were drinkin!! but i have to say i have never seen that many hot guys in my entire life!!!

I saw Mike Delarosa, Mike Randazzo, Carolyn Rosset with her friend (dunno her name), Ryan Dunn, Brian Weber, and a bunch of other people from school all standin on top of a picnic bench! and of course they were all drinkin and smokin!! We didnt run into amanda but that was prolly for the best b/c we dont seem to be on the greatest terms and she went with her cuz and the bf and i didnt really wanna meet them! if ya know wat i mean and if u have heard the whole story!

I also got asked if i wanted a cold beer to drink on the way out and then the guy told me that he would drink it with me! it was kinda weird! but what can i say...drunk people are hilarious!

When we were drivin out of the parkin garage we also saw these 2 guys who were like "how u doin?" "oh my gosh!" and then they said "how bout if we follow u home ladies?" i was like hell no! i was tempted to yello something out the window but then i didnt!

The Dashboard Confessional concert was the best even know it was really hard to see! since all the people were standin on picnic benches! we moved around a lot but then we found a spot where we could see and i took a couple pictures! it was a lot of fun and they played a lot of really good songs! I hope to definitly go next year b/c we had a blast!!!

KT: thanks for goin with me and watchin Secret Window in the car! it was freaky even the second time!!! and thanks for everything else! (u know wat im talkin about!)

Alright i gotta go! im gonna watch Newlyweds!!! Good show! go watch it!

~!JeSsIcA!~

Feelin Down!!!

2004-07-01T05:42:49Z

i just got in a big fight with my friend! and it seems like whenever we talk all we do is fight! i cant remember the last time we talked without fighting! i feel like i cant trust her anymore but i am tryin so hard to be able to! i cant just stop bein friends with someone who i care for like i care for her! i cant just throw the friendship out the window but i dont know what to do anymore! and i have never been in a relationship with someone who has upset me so much! all i do when i talk to her is cry! I am so torn in the middle b/c my parents dont think this whole thing is right and i dont know what to do b/c i know this person very well and i really dont know what to think!

Well on a better note i get to go to Summerfest with Kt! (and i think my sister and Mom)Its gonna be so fun and i need a break from life and just have some fun and go crazy!!!

I saw Spiderman 2 today for free and it was really good! i enjoyed it but it was really loud! the ending was very good but i promise i wont ruin for any of u that havent seen it yet! but go see it b/c it is really good and excitin!!!

I also saw the Notebook with Kt the other day and it was so romantic! i would go see it again and again and again! (well i bet u get the picture!) it was so good and sweet! It makes u wanna be back in the olden days and be young in love! Go see this movie too b/c its really good!

Well i g2g to sleep b/c my parents are lecturing me and kinda yellin at me b/c of this whole arguement and fight thing! well amanda: if u read this...we really need to straighten things out and solve this before it goes on for too long and things start goin down the crapper!!

Kt: thanks so much for bein there all the time and listenin to me vent and supportin me through everything!!!

Thanks for readin this! and dont let me forget but anyone who likes Chad Micheal Murray dont let me forget but i got something important to tell you about him!!! Its very interestin!!!

~!Jessica!~

More lata!!!

2004-06-29T04:58:34Z

hey im gonna post more lata but im tired and i dont feel like writin it now! but i got alot to tell u!!!
~!Jessica!~

Spiderman 2!!!!

2004-06-28T22:27:39Z

*Hey guess what i just found out that i get to go see the premire of Spiderman 2 on wednesday with kt and my brother and prolly his friends! my Uncle got us free tickets so its gonna be good! since the first one was good! PaRtY!! lol!

*im also prolly gonna go see the Notebook with kt and my mom and maybe my sister! its supposed to be really cute! A chick flick!!!

And one of my friends just got all pissed about something stupid! it was just a joke dude! and a bunch of different groups could of sang that song! it doesnt really matter! i dont know why u think its such a big deal!!!

Well i g2g! im watchin Full House!! i know im weird!!!!

See ya lata!!!

~!Jessica!~

Summer...???

2004-06-27T00:22:09Z

Isnt this show...the GREATEST! i never watched it before but then kt and amanda got me hooked! not only is it a fun show to watch but the guys on it are smokin hot!! lol!! I wish that our school was like the one in the show! with all the hotter guys and it just seems cooler! and more fun!

i am so bored! i wish i had a car to use! then i could just leave and go anywhere! i am so bored i actually think that i would just leave and go pick up some friends and just drive around and listen to music and do nothing!!!

Today i got yelled at by my sister! she acts like my parents! she needs to get a life sometimes! why cant she just leave me alone! she got mad at me for not tellin my dad to take back a tape that was due at the corner yesterday when she was the one who forgot it and then she tellls me that i gotta go take it back when im not the one with the car! she is always so damn crabby! she is like PMSy all the time! it sucks for the rest of us! but w/e! shes goin to college this year but she aint got away~shes goin to CLC! lucky for me! NOT!

Amanda: I guess nickie found out what ur user name is on here and i guess she goes on and reads everything that u write which prolly means she reads what i write too but anyway~the other day she asks me "Who's Jimmy??" and i was like huh? and she was talkin about u and i got so pissed! like i said she needs to stop budding into other peoples lives and if u read this which u prolly will b*c u got no respect for my privacy i hope u understand wat im tryin to tell u!!

Kate: sry we couldnt get together today! i would of like to and im sry that you couldnt have chinese with me!!! hahaha!!! jk!

Well i g2g! i wanna see if the picture that i put on here actually came up b*c i couldnt figure it out! so we will have to see! i am a little slow when it somes to technology! lol!

Well talk to ya lata dogs!!!~Peace out~A Town!

~!Jessica!~

So whats new and exciting???

2004-06-26T04:14:53Z

i cant believe it is so cold and its summer! today it prolly only reached like 75 degrees!! thats crazy!

i cant wait untill i go to Florida! July 18th!~less than a month away!~ we r stayin at some resort place and than we get to stay at a vacation home! this house has like 4 bedrooms i think and it has an indoor pool! how awesome is that! i bet i will never live anywhere with a pool and a hot~tub! i just cant wait to tan! i better come back with a nice tan otherwise i am gonna be pissed! jk!

im watchin maid in matthatten! i wanted to go rent secret window but my dad didnt wanna drive me to blockbuster! man, i wish i had a car to drive! so now im watchin a chick flick but its cool i like j~lo! she is so pretty and the guy in it is pretty cute for an older guy! lol!

i really wish i could go to the Dashboard Confessional~Civic Tour Concert! but then again i dont have a car to use! let alone a lisence! man i cant wait till im 16!!! PARTY!!!

I also wanna go to the Summerfest!!!

i cant wait until i can get a good job like at the mall or something which means i gotta wait till im 16!!!

well as u can see i am in desperate need of turnin 16! i can wait though b/c there are so many things that i still wanna do before i turn 16! but i dont have time to tell u!! and im sure u dont really care that much! lol!

hey! in ur opinion, does this look like a good movie to you:
A psychopath is copying the crimes of renowned serial killers such as Son of Sam and the Boston Strangler, and the detective on the case turns to a forensic psychologist who specializes in the field. Unfortunately, the doctor has become a paranoid agoraphobic as the result of an earlier assault at the hands of the killer. A violent, bloody thriller.
Starring: Sigourney Weaver, Holly Hunter, Harry Connick Jr., Dermot Mulroney, William McNamara
Directed by: Jon Amiel
Rated: R
~*~*~*~*~*~*~In case u dont know the movie is: COPYCAT~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
!My sister said that it was SCARY as hell! and she wont ever feel comfortable peeing in a bathroom stall ever again!!!

Well i am gonna go now! b/c i dont have anything more to write and if u have read this far then u must be crazy!!! (jk~kt!) and my hands are tired and i wanna get back to my movie!!!! lol!! see ya lata dog!!!

~!Jessica!~

~ok~this is definitely the LONGEST journal entry i have ever written!!!

im goin shoppin!!!

2004-06-25T19:49:35Z

im goin shoppin today! and im in the modd to spend some money $$$!!!
im goin to florida on July 18th so i am kinda goin vacation shoppin!!!

i wish that amanda wasnt gonna be gone for so long!!! i miss her! lol! well i hope she is havin fun!

i hope that kt isnt too bored! b/c she says that she usually is! lol!

well anyway i g2g and dry my hair and get ready to go!

i will be back on lata to tell ya what i bought!!! lol! jk!!

see ya!!!
~!Jessica!~

hmmm.....??? i really dunno!!!

2004-06-25T16:45:49Z

well tonight i am goin to see the notebook with kt! i hope its good! i havent seen any good love stories lately and im lookin forward to a tear jerker!!! jk! well anyway i wanna go shoppin sometime soon for stuff for my vacation! i need some new warm clothes! it seems like summer aint really here becasue it is so fricken cold!!! i love it though! i hate it really hot! it love the cold! lol! well anyway i gotta go and do my chores! im not allowed to go out if they arnt done and then i gotta pay my mom 5 bucks! how gay is that but w/e! see ya lata dudes!!!
~!Jessica!~

hmm!

2004-06-24T15:59:04Z

woke up at 8:30! now im goin to sams club!!!! see ya lata!!! Miss me!
~!Jessica!~

What a relief!!!

2004-06-24T03:45:52Z

After having a big fight online everything is fine!!! as of right now! we still all decided that we need to sti down face to face and tlak about things but at least we r still talkin! i hate fightin with my friends! it sucks! i would never wanna loose any of them and i dont know what i would do without them! i cant wait to see u guys so we can talk and finally make everything perfect!!! lol!! i hope to see you guys (u know who u r!) soon so we can hang out! i wanna go to the mall and go shopping!!!

I am glad everything worked out!!!

~!Jessica!~

Growing Apart!!!!

2004-06-24T00:32:19Z

It kinda sucks when u have been friends with someone for a long time and then it seems like they just dont wanna hang out with u anymore! im sure this person knows who they are but i was just wondering why u never wanna hang out with us anymore!? are we not good enough? u say ur really busy and that u dont have time but then i read in ur journal that u go with other friends like rachel or kyle! or u make time to talk with jimmy! i dont get why u dont wanna hang out anymore! if u dont wanna be friends anymore just tell me and i will stop making plans with u!
it seems like whenever we talk anymore we always get into fights! i dont know whats gonna happen with our friendship but it seems like it is not goin in a good direction! it just seems like u dont wanna be friends anymore!
all we do is fight so honestly i dont know what to do anymore!?

if u read this plz write back!
i still think we all need to talk becasue obviosouly we all need to talk to each other and we all have things to say!!!

~Jessica!~

~Someone plz help me b/c i think i might loose one of my best friends!!!~

I dunno!!

2004-06-21T22:37:40Z

Well i just wrote alot in this journal and then some how it exited out and i couldnt get everything that i wrote back! so now im pretty pissed and i dont really feel like writing in it but i know amanda will get pissed if i dont!! so this is for u amanda!!

My old neighbors moved a couple days ago and now my new neighbors moved in! i hope a bunch of hot guys move in!! lol!!! i saw one of em driving in a jeep but i didnt get a good look at him! maybe i will go and bring them cookies or something b/c isnt that what ur supposed to do? well i dunno is that a little too brady bunch??? jk!

Today is my Mom's Birthday and she decided to ditch us and go spend it with my aunt! i really dont care what she does but my sister was all pissed. she was crying and all pissed! i was like holy crap go and take some midol! jk! she is so fricken emotional! i cant even talk to her anymore without her gettin pissed about something! but hey what r u gonna do about it! nothing! so why get upset!

I think tomorrow i am goin to a SOX game! i love goin to baseball games! they r so fun! and there are alot of hot guys that go! and they drink! and then they are really fun to watch!

Today i went to subway and i got this sandwich from subway and jeremy said it was the best sandwich he ever had so i tried it and it was terrible!!! GROSS!!! lol!

Amanda and KT: we need to get together and talk!! lol!! and go to the mall and movies!! lets chill together!! hahaha!!!
o and dont let me forget i got something to give to ya both!! so remind me! plz!

Well i dont really have anything more to say! so if anything exciting happens in my life i will be sure that u will be the first to know!!! adios!!

....and i think this is the longest entry that i have writen!!!

~Jessica!~

Happy Father's Day!!!

2004-06-20T14:12:13Z

Well its fathers day and i got up at like 7:30 b/c i had to take a shower and get ready to go to church!!! i have to go to this family party thing and its gonna be so boring! all i do is sit there and do nothing while all the little kids run around like they are chickens with their heads cut off!! CRAZY!! BUT I G2G church and my sister is reading over my shoulder! so see ya later!
bye!
~!Jessica!~

In the Middle....???

2004-06-18T13:55:26Z

What do u do when ur 2 best friends are in a fight?!? and im in the middle?!? i certainly dont know!! it seems like when we go online all we do i fight! fisrt me and kt got in a fight but then we settled right away and then me and amanda got in a fight but it ended up being stupid so it just kinda ended and now amanda and kt r in a !!HUGE!! fight! i think this one is gonna last a while too. it sucks because when i talk to kt i gotta be on her side but then when i talk with amanda i gotta be on her side!! being in the middle sucks! we were supposed to get together today and talk about it face to face but amanda cant so i realy dont know how long this is gonna last! i hate being in fights! but i guess its all part of life!! lol! and i was lookin forward to go to the mall! jk! so i guess we will just have to let this go for another day which is a really bad idea but what are ya gonna do about it? NOTHING!!! Amanda: sry i havent posted in a while but now i got something exciting to write about! lol!! jk! and now that i woke up so early i gotta a lot of time to do stuff!! i leave for Florida in exactly one month!! yeah!! we r stayin in this vacation home with like 4 bedrooms and an indoor pool in the backyard with this sun~room thing and a whirl~pool!! I hope we get really tan!!! lol!

it seems like all i have been doin this summer is being yelled at my my parents! all they do is complain about all the things that we dont do! so now we have these gay chores that we gotta do! doesnt that suck? my dad wants me to get a job but technically i cant until im 16 because i dont wanna work at like wal-mart or mcdonalds! ahhh!!! they complain about me not babysitting too which sucks because i really dont wanna becasue some little kids can be so annoying and i dont wanna waste my summer babysitting when i could be out having fun and chillin with friends! so i think they should just drop it and let me get a job when im like 16 becasue i wanna work at the mall and get a decent job! no offense to anyone who works at wal-mart or any place like that! but im not really into that!

well i better stop typing this becasue otherwise my parents are gonna start trying to read it becasue they act so gay sometimes! i feel like i cant do anything without my family trying to get involved! they really need to get a life!!! whenever i chat online they always read over my shoulders!
Well thanks for takin the time out to read this!! especially u amanda!!! lol!!!
well see ya later!!!
~!Jessica!~

hmmm...what should i write?!?!?!

2004-06-10T22:30:17Z

Well this is my first journal entry! and i dont really know what to right about! amanda really wanted me to write something so this is for u! lol! i think that our grades come today so i hope that i did okay!!! i really wanna go see that movie SAVED! mandy moore is a really good actress! and im really into Christianity and learning about it so it should be good!!!
This is what it is about:Comedy
1 hr. 33 min. "Good girl" Mary (Jena Malone) and her popular, influential best friend, Hilary Faye (Mandy Moore), are starting their senior year at the top of the social structure at American Christian High School. But when Mary finds out she’s pregnant, Hilary Faye and her devoted "disciples" turn against Mary and the school labels her an outcast. It's as an outsider, however, that Mary finds true friends – other students the school doesn't quite know what to do with. In this sweetly subversive comedy, a group of strangers band together to navigate the treacherous halls of high school and make it to graduation, ultimately learning more about themselves and finding out what it truly means to be Saved!.
It looks really good!!! So i hope that kt and amanda can go see it with me and whoever else wants to tag~along with us!!! lol!
Well i am gonna go and watch Friends!!! even though they are all re-runs from now on i still like watching them! what a loser i know! but at least im not afraid to admit it!!! Well adios!!!
~Jessica~